if you have someone in your life who genuinely cares about how your day went, and listens fully to the fucked up shit that goes on in your mind, and answers your texts or calls you back, and lets you know you’re important to them and/or generally makes you feel cared for, you’re really fucking lucky and i hope you tell this person you appreciate them and i hope if they treat you right and make you feel safe and loved, you hold onto them really tight.
I couldn’t decide
and I realized:
it all comes down to who you drunk call,
who you hope that text is from,
who that song reminds you of,
who you want to spend a Saturday night with
eating cupcakes naked
and reading shitty poetry
I decided it’s you
and oh gosh
I wish it wasn’t
In my 18 years of living I have gotten some of the most painful piercings, I’ve had the most painful cramps in the world, but I was no where near prepared for the pain I was put through tonight.